i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

"Put a blanket."

Rain, starting

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"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

much more tactility

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

ahnaf abrar

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

we can only engage in such a way

as in

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

not their contents

magnetisation/form

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13