Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
Thank you, Jack
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
you have a beautiful account btw
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
Today I felt like starting
god being the centre magnet
idk
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
not their contents
we need to be deconstructing our identities
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
plato
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
autonomy of learning
was it worth it
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse
which magnetises chains of pins
is this you as well