I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

was it worth it

"Put a blanket."

like magnets

we need to be deconstructing our identities

plato

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

so the method has to be autonomous

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i was tempted to lie about my name

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

but i respect your search

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13