And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

Style

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

currently

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

no longer writing in the third person

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

It Will Get Lighter

Better Lift

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

so the method has to be autonomous

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i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

propensity within someone

you have a beautiful account btw

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation