i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Style

lol

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so at the end

this will be about a slug

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

but really the thing should be autonomous

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

is everyoneback on tumblr now

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

yeah

i have read not even 1 book

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

send your tumblr

lol yea

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Today I felt like starting