It Will Get Lighter

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

so an active mazelike process

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

you cannot feed someone truth

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

yeah

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

abrar?

what do you think my name is

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i want to do that too

ahnaf abrar

so the method has to be autonomous

yeah

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i was tempted to lie about my name

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

ion

currently

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

god being the centre magnet