"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

yeah

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

so at the end

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

that looks like my instagram account

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

we need to be deconstructing our identities

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

plato

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

as in

not their contents

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

but i respect your search

i was tempted to lie about my name

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it