what do you think my name is
ahnaf abrar
god being the centre magnet
not their contents
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
so the method has to be autonomous
i have read not even 1 book
its performative
as in
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
we need to be deconstructing our identities
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
no longer writing in the third person
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
"Put a blanket."
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.thank you
we can only engage in such a way
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
Better Lift