a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

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December 2025


Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

Rain, starting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

god being the centre magnet

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Thank you, Jack

not their contents

is this you as well

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

magnetisation/form

13, H, grate

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

its good

"Put a blanket."

you have a beautiful account btw


currently

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

no like which do people call me


One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

wait what is that

plato

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.