you cannot feed someone truth
all that is to say
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
which magnetises chains of pins
is everyoneback on tumblr now
There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
really i want the internet
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
i love it here
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
but i respect your search
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
Can I see
December 2025
god being the centre magnet