Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

we can only engage in such a way

magnetisation/form

like first name

idk

isaac newton

propensity within someone

whats your name?

not their contents

autonomy of learning

plato

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

its good

i dont understand magnetisation

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

i really havent

I Write Goodbye Letter

feel you

and the fake qualifier

It Will Get Lighter

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

Lift Analysis

no longer writing in the third person

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos