ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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I am below everything.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

really i want the internet

currently

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

so the method has to be autonomous

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Lift Analysis

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

autonomy of learning

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away