barren land

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Rain, starting

Thank you, Jack

so the method has to be autonomous

you cannot feed someone truth

yes

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

division of reality is straying away from it

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

in a post. I want to be remembered

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

as in

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

much more tactility

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

really i want the internet