Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

was it worth it

send link

ahnaf abrar

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

i really havent

or never left

we need to be deconstructing our identities

its good

like first name

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate


the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

like magnets

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

whats your name?

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

its good

13, H, grate

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

bro i read nothing in my life

i was tempted to lie about my name

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

lol yea

autonomy of learning


we can only engage in such a way

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Today I felt like starting

barren land

was it worth it

magnetises a pin