with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

you cannot feed someone truth

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

we can only engage in such a way

"Put a blanket."

Picture

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Better Lift

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

its performative

in a post. I want to be remembered

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

much more tactility

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.