Her English is poor but she manages a brief introduction before getting to the point. She asks if she can touch his face. She's already reaching out and gesturing at it. Koreans are way too polite, he's just laughing awkwardly. I put my hand kind of between them and wave it to try and indicate no to her. I'm still in fucking mime mode. I say no, but it's not really to her, or to him, just no, in general. This is all too weird. Dejected, she departs with a comment about having never seen someone like him before.
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
no longer writing in the third person
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
its performative
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
in a post. I want to be remembered
propensity within someone
really i want the internet
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
Today I felt like starting
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
not their contents
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
division of reality is straying away from it
we want to live the knowledge too live the content