as in

feel you

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

It Will Get Lighter

Style

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

really i want the internet

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Rain, starting

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

we can only engage in such a way

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

but i respect your search

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

IWGD

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

its performative

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models