Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

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but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

in a post. I want to be remembered

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thank you, Jack

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i was tempted to lie about my name

plato

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

we need to be deconstructing our identities

ion

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

you cannot feed someone truth

magnetises a pin

brb i will read and reply sincerely

not their contents

as in

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

"Put a blanket."
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

no like which do people call me