Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I am below everything.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

yes

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

kind of mythopoesis

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

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barren land

its performative

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

you cannot feed someone truth

all that is to say

not their contents

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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propensity within someone

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