a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
it is hopeful
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
Today I felt like starting
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
currently
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
i want to do that too
was it worth it
no like which do people call me
Better Lift
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
like first name
what do you mean