A procession forms behind the French Raj and his fireworks bearer as they head out the door. I've lost my Korean colleague / fresh meat in the chaos. I'm sure he'll be able to fend for himself. They have mandatory military service in Korea.

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in a post. I want to be remembered

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Lift Analysis

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

2 (actually index). two is company

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

you cannot feed someone truth

so an active mazelike process

It Will Get Lighter

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

so at the end

your feed looks like my tumblr

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

no i haven't really read anything

It Will Get Lighter

isaac newton

its good


lol yea