it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

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feel you

December 2025

It Will Get Lighter

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

its good

ahnaf abrar

this will be about a slug

was it worth it

the site i am dreaming

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have you read

i dont understand magnetisation

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

is everyoneback on tumblr now


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abrar?

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i have read not even 1 book

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Worse Lift

Better Lift

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.