Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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IWGD

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

It Will Get Lighter

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

It Will Get Lighter

or never left

barren land

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

we need to be deconstructing our identities

have you read


...

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

in a post. I want to be remembered

Style

i have read not even 1 book

lol

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things


a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

like first name

December 2025

really i want the internet

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

brb i will read and reply sincerely


yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf