was it worth it

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Can I see

that looks like my instagram account

was it worth it

isaac newton

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

god being the centre magnet

magnetises a pin

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

kind of mythopoesis

i want to do that too

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

its performative

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

not their contents

so an active mazelike process