its good short few pages

ion

its good

sorry i am texting like a slav

i want to do that too

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

isaac

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

ahnaf abrar

what do you think my name is

like first name

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

no like which do people call me

isaac newton

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

its performative

Rain, starting

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


i understand

god being the centre magnet

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

magnetisation/form

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

really i want the internet

you cannot feed someone truth

wait what is that

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

as in

I am below everything.

was it worth it
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging