to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

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After I get away from the old racist failed actor, I go to see my Korean colleague. He's just arrived in London and I want to see how he's handling the party. We'd been invited as fresh meat for some of the older, gayer attendees. We aren't aware of that.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

It Will Get Lighter

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

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Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

It Will Get Lighter

propensity within someone

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Slug

I Write Goodbye Letter

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i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Thank you, Jack

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

currently

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

hello reader,

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.