It Will Get Lighter

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

sorry i am texting like a slav

this will be about a slug

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

isaac

i love it here

god being the centre magnet

its good

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

magnetises a pin

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

that looks like my instagram account

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i have read not even 1 book

your feed looks like my tumblr

lol yea

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

bro i read nothing in my life

plato

or never left

the site i am dreaming

Thank you, Jack, for telling me I'm just as bad as the characters (actually they're people, if that means anything to you) that I'm writing about.

ahnaf abrar

I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.

bro i read nothing in my life

barren land

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

As I'm trying to tell my Korean colleague / fresh meat that this is abnormal, that most people in England aren't like this, the host of the party emerges from the bathroom to a roar of laughter and applause. He's a fat middle aged Frenchman and he's changed into traditional Indian dress and a turban. He looks fucking ridiculous. I try to back away, to avoid the inevitable photo of me in this moment that will one day appear to ruin my life, but everyone is crowding around, trapping me in the middle of it.

and the fake qualifier

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch