was it worth it

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

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Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

December 2025

this will be about a slug

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

the site i am dreaming

feel you

ion

like first name

have you read

we need to be deconstructing our identities

wait what is that

send link

i dont understand magnetisation

bro i read nothing in my life

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

no like which do people call me

kind of mythopoesis

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

yeah

what do you think my name is

ahnaf abrar

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day. I created this site.

i want to do that too

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

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