Thank you, Jack

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

ahnaf abrar

i was tempted to lie about my name

which magnetises chains of pins

whats your name?

the site i am dreaming

i want to do that too

like first name

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

its good

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Rain, starting

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

...

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

what do you think my name is

no like which do people call me

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

its good short few pages

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

but i respect your search

It Will Get Lighter

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

autonomy of learning

we need to be deconstructing our identities


so an active mazelike process