i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

all that is to say

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Thank you, Jack

Style

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Can I see

no longer writing in the third person

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

you have a beautiful account btw

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Rain, starting

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

It Will Get Lighter

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

you cannot feed someone truth


autonomy of learning

as in

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die. 

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