kind of mythopoesis

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

yes

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

no longer writing in the third person

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Thank you, Jack

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

autonomy of learning

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i have read not even 1 book

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

is everyoneback on tumblr now

so the method has to be autonomous

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

It's

dusk

it is hopeful