It Will Get Lighter

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

was it worth it

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

the site i am dreaming

Thank you, Jack

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

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1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

is this you as well

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

really i want the internet

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

hello reader,

or never left

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos