we need to be deconstructing our identities
its performative
fw
barren land
lol
so the method has to be autonomous
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
lol yea
not their contents
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
yeah
and the fake qualifier
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
is this you as well
feel you
idk
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Better Lift
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
it is hopeful
what do you think my name is
no longer writing in the third person
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
Today I felt like starting
i was tempted to lie about my name