December 2025

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

no longer writing in the third person

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

in a post. I want to be remembered

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Style

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

IWGD

Picture

"Put a blanket."

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

i see a website

Thank you, Jack

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

but really the thing should be autonomous

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Better Lift

it is hopeful