it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it


After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

...

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

in a post. I want to be remembered

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Today I felt like starting

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

your feed looks like my tumblr

propensity within someone

its performative

not their contents