i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

so at the end

we need to be deconstructing our identities

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

abrar?

what do you think my name is

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

was it worth it

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

like first name

division of reality is straying away from it

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

so an active mazelike process

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

and the fake qualifier

yeah

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

that looks like my instagram account

its good

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

no i haven't really read anything

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

yes

i dont understand magnetisation