we can only engage in such a way

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

much more tactility

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

was it worth it

like first name

yeah

feel you

god being the centre magnet

bro i read nothing in my life

its good

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

wait what is that

hello reader,

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

the site i am dreaming

It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Slug

bro i read nothing in my life

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i really havent

what do you think my name is