abrar?

Worse Lift

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

it is hopeful

so the method has to be autonomous

Rain, starting

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

idk

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

yeah

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Lift Analysis

or never left

your feed looks like my tumblr

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

autonomy of learning

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

we can only engage in such a way

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

god being the centre magnet

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i dont understand magnetisation

ahnaf abrar

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i was tempted to lie about my name

i want to do that too

its good short few pages

all that is to say