no like which do people call me
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
i have read not even 1 book
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
i dont understand magnetisation
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
no longer writing in the third person
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
hiding from the rain
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
it is hopeful
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
"Put a blanket."
so the method has to be autonomous
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
currently
i really havent