lol yea

I am below everything.

sorry i am texting like a slav

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

its performative

all that is to say

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

so an active mazelike process

Today I felt like starting


like magnets

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

It Will Get Lighter

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i dont understand magnetisation

thank you

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i really havent


much more tactility

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

is this you as well

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things


plato

Rain, starting