brb i will read and reply sincerely

Better Lift

Rain, starting

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

but i respect your search

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i want to do that too

ion

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

bro i read nothing in my life

what do you mean

2 (actually index). two is company

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

13, H, grate

we need to be deconstructing our identities

hello reader,

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

which magnetises chains of pins

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

you have a beautiful account btw

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

lol

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.