ahnaf abrar
so an active mazelike process
Today I felt like starting
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
hiding from the rain
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
i understand
i love it here
your feed looks like my tumblr
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
no longer writing in the third person
that looks like my instagram account
i dont understand magnetisation
not their contents