but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
i dont understand magnetisation
autonomy of learning
as in
so the method has to be autonomous
its performative
...
the site i am dreaming
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
is everyoneback on tumblr now
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
send link
hiding from the rain
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
your feed looks like my tumblr
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
yeah
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.