The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be
here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge
him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I
was drunk, or baffled, or it
isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I
didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."