so the method has to be autonomous


I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41


Today I felt like starting

Lift Analysis

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

IWGD

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

yes

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

propensity within someone

A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you


we need to be deconstructing our identities

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

much more tactility

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike