a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

It Will Get Lighter

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

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a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

you have a beautiful account btw

autonomy of learning

Rain, starting

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

IWGD

hiding from the rain

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

It Will Get Lighter

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

in a post. I want to be remembered

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50