The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Rain, starting

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever


Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

we can only engage in such a way

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like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

in a post. I want to be remembered

A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

was it worth it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

December 2025

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

It Will Get Lighter

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book


Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

propensity within someone

bro i read nothing in my life

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.