no longer writing in the third person

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

hiding from the rain

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Picture

Today I felt like starting

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

in a post. I want to be remembered

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

currently

much more tactility

or never left

division of reality is straying away from it