it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

It Will Get Lighter

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

lol

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

abrar?

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

ion

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i understand

its good

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so at the end

so an active mazelike process

your feed looks like my tumblr

barren land

like magnets

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

as in

but really the thing should be autonomous

lol yea

i love it here

its performative

its good