i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

that looks like my instagram account

was it worth it

send link

i have read not even 1 book

i was tempted to lie about my name

fw

...

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

December 2025

feel you

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

no like which do people call me

2 (actually index). two is company

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

like first name

I Write Goodbye Letter

ahnaf abrar

wait what is that

hello reader,
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Lift Analysis

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything